Snow

Snow is finally here. FINALLY. I've been waiting for this to come since September; a soft white blanket across everything. I hate the cold, but snow makes up for it...

My feet are like ice. My hands become a popsicle. I'm as cool as Iceman.

Father Time

Thank you.

You really can fix anything. I'm sorry for everything I've done, you haven't changed, you're still the same. I still want to be like you.

Father

Dad what happened to you? I always looked up to you, I wanted to be you. You knew what to do and you could fix anything. How did it become this way?

Time

Time passes by.. as I fail to write, eternal loving with all my might.

And indeed there will be time...

At this time of year, with all the Christmas lights and feeling of winter coming, I imagine what has happened in the past. I feel the same as I do now.. thinking about the next move I would make and the way I feel right now.

Of course this is what I presume:

“That is not it at all,
That is not what I meant, at all.”

What was I to know? Do I dare? And do I dare? Do I dare eat a peach? I dare say I did. I dared myself, I dare not become Prufrock. I'm tired of presuming,

So how should I presume?

Presume nothing and proceed. I have nothing to lose, only regret. I cannot allow myself to hold me back, I must conquer my fears.

It is impossible to say just what I mean!

A simple question. Why didn't I ask before?

Was it too simple that I did not understand? I cannot shy away from that moment, only three words will do:

I love you.

Fridays

Hellooooo Friday morning.

If you could call it morning? It's already 11:36. mm.. I'm hungry yet, food has adjusted to this time. It's already December 4th, wow.. how time flies by so quickly...

So I got an offer for a laptop for $300? Is that a good investment? I have no friggin clue. This is more like a random words of expression but i'll just keep talking anyway.

Good thing my dad bought a jumper on black friday or else we'd still be stuck in Montgomery County yesterday. Staying in the car with the radio turned on with the heater on car with low batteries? Bad idea. Fuck. I still got a lot to learn about vehicles...

Speaking of vehicles.. I'm taking my drivers license test again!!! haha. The last time around, it was utter failure. I forgot to signal, I didn't put two hands on the wheel.. WTF. I should have gotten that, I had the parallel parking down! Ugh. Guess I'll have to wait until next week. I'm too afraid to take in Norristown anyway, the testers there all look like grumpy old men and they seem like they want to choke me the minute I make a mistake. I'll take my chances in Frazer.. at least the guys are old.. but nice at the same time haha.

Well I'm off for breakfast, it's almost 11:43 anyway and I should be having lunch. Fridays are my summertime wrapped in cold, cold... weather.